It’s OK, although not very good.

For one, I now suffers from sleep OCD. Every time I put my head into the pillow, I always have the feeling that I slept just slightly out of the middle of the pillow, even though I clearly don’t.

This happens to other things, too. I kept changing the fan, the sleep position, the blanket, over and over again. And I think it’s a main reason why I can’t sleep well in the past couple of days. I have a really good sleep yesterday tho.

I also, temporarily, develop a fear for sleep. I don’t know if this comes from me watching too much creepy TV IDs, or that one thought about a TV sign-off that is straight up horror movie to terrify the children, but whenever I sleep, I feel a sense of danger, like something is gonna come out of nowhere and devour me.

I don’t know what it is. I just know it is something terrifying.

Anyways, in the past week I have been focusing more on my social media presence. I don’t know why but I seem to focus more on how’s my account doing, how’s my art doing, etc.

Making 3D models or doing competitive programming. I like the former more

Whenever TikTok sees something that is remotely negative, they will fight at all cost to make sure it doesn’t exist on their platform. I have seen TikTok videos having to censor the word “orphanage” because according to TikTok that is a no-no word LOL